Thursday, February 4, 2016

Bringing Annie Joy Home

As half of the Morgan Family traveled to China to bring sweet Annie Joy home, we had our share of adventures here.  We are so thankful and blessed to be a part of such a close family.  To get to spend so much time together, making memories is such a gift.  Forgive me for the long post, but I have been recording the days as we have been going along.

January 6-10, 2016 (Days 1-5) were spent with mostly Papa and Nama Knox.  Although we had our share of fun on Thursday, January 7, as we helped out while Lori had to work.    Ashley was at school, but Beth and Emma came over for a few hours to play and rest.  We played dress up, made headbands and ate lunch together.  Emma was convinced all things, including herself, were sticky.  Hmm.  This is an interesting and sticky situation.  We didn't have our favorite buddies or blankies, so Aunt Shelby made an emergency run to the store.  She was kind enough to bring back some coffee for us.  At one point, all four littles (including my two) were asleep at one time.    We ended the day, sad to part ways, but a taste of what was to come in just a few short days. 


Sunday, January 10, 2016 (Day 5)
Our day started with receiving pictures of our new little Annie Joy in the arms of her new family!  What JOY it brought us to see them together and to share that with our church family.  You are so loved by your new community Annie!  We celebrated the news by taking Grandma Miller and Grandpa and Grandma Morgan out for our own "Authentic" Chinese experience at Eddy's for lunch.  They were oozing with excitement as they looked at the pictures Shelby had printed out.  Grandma Morgan wanted to share with anyone who would listen. 

That evening, Uncle Dave and Aunt Shelby brought Emma and Beth over our direction to start our 12 days of fun!  We took baths and everyone was exhausted.  We got everyone settled into their new "home away from homes."  Emma has a twin blow up bed in the office with cute pink sheets and a heart bedspread.  She was asleep before the Colfax Crew made it back to Colfax.  Beth has a fun teal and brown bed upstairs in Kayla's room.  She gets the biggest bed as it is queen size!  There are a few more toothbrushes in our basket now.



Just as we were settling into bed, we got a call from China!!  Bridgett was calling us on a video chat through wee chat.  Beth was still awake and shot up in bed when she saw who was on the other side of the phone.  We were able to "meet" Annie briefly and see some of our dear family 5000 miles away!

Monday, January 11, 2016 (Day 6)
The day started with me being awoken by Emma's sweet voice talking in the other room.  It was happy at first, and then turned to cries.  She was distraught, I think, and unsure about her surroundings.  Once she was settled, everything was fine, but it sure made this Auntie's heart race! 


The day started with the girls opening their bag marked "Day 6."  The cutest little pack of gummy bears were in there.  Bridgett was kind enough to put enough in for our girls as well.  They were all excited to eat them!  Bridgett also wrote sweet notes to the girls, telling them what they were up to for the day.

It was two braid day, and all four girls got piggy braids.  Emma was beyond excited to get her "Anna" (from Frozen) braids for the day.  We did crafts and the girls made necklaces, and pictures galore!  It was super cold here today, so we bundled up and went for a quick walk to the mailbox and back. 

Uncle Dave, Aunt Shelby and Ashley came over after Ashley got out of school.  We put together puzzles and spent time together.


Then it was time for Happy Meal Monday!  We made it to McDonalds for 5 happy meals and mini cones.  Just as the girls were playing, we got a call from China!  We were all able to meet Annie as a family.  What JOY! 


Tuesday, January 12, 2016 (Day 7)
We started our day with the usual potty time, breakfast, getting dressed and doing hair.  It's amazing how much time it takes just to do all that with four little girls!  It was bun pony day for hair today, although Emma requested "Anna" braids again.  Today in their bags they received princess fruities, and my girls' eyes lit up with they realized there was some for them as well! 


It's gymnastics days for my girls, so Bridget Hahn came and stayed with them for a couple hours, while I took my girls to gymnastics.  We got home in time to eat lunch together.  The girls are all eating great and not complaining about my food.  (Well, mostly...)  :)

The girls had rest time again, and I actually taught one of my Tuesday lessons, so Bridget came back to play with them.  They love being with her as well!  I am a bit under the weather, but am doing fine, energy wise, as I am being held up by the prayers of many!  Thank you to those that are praying for all of us and our strength!  We got another quick call from China, and sweet little Beth is missing her mommy.  There were a few tears, but then a silly photo shoot and some smiles came quickly.  Beth is enjoying her cozy queen size air mattress with a satin sheets and cozy blankets in Kayla's room. 


Beth is missing her big sister for sure, but Ashley is having a blast being on her own at Aunt Shelby's!



Wednesday, January 13, 2016 (Day 8)
There were small packs of gummie bears in the Day 8 bag  The girls so enjoy hearing the notes each day and seeing the pictures that were sent the night before.


Dress up was on the agenda today and we had two Queen Elsa's, a fairy princess and princess Anna.


I surprised the girls with a trip to the library.  I thought it took me forever to get packed up or anywhere with my two girls, but try two 5 year olds, a 4 year old and an almost 3 year old.  Whew!  It took us all morning to go to the library and make one other stop.  They had a blast reading books and playing with toys at the library.  I let them each pick out two books and they have been enjoying reading them. 

We also did some coloring and had some more rest time.  (I don't know if this is more important for them or for me.)  We then set out for Cubbies!  Audrey and Ben have come down with the nasty cough, so we sent Audrey with Aunt Shelby and Uncle Dave while the rest of us headed to AWANA!  We were serenaded by 4 different songs coming from 4 different girls in the car.  Some of the sweetest sounds I have ever heard.  Love these girls and their hearts.

It's never a quiet ride and I have decided I have found a way to keep Kayla quiet in the car---Emma!  Putting them together in the back seat is an interesting combination! The girls all did great and recited their verses. 

Thursday, January 14, 2016 (Day 9)
There were pink and blue candy canes in the bags today!  It is always so fun to read to the girls the notes Bridgett put together ahead of time.




After our normal activities of breakfast and getting ready, the girls played with play dough and did some great creations!  Beth and Kayla made cupcakes and Audrey was into making cookies.  Emma soon decided she would rather color.  She is very focused and does a great job!


We then got 8 bows in their hair with bun ponies and decided to head out the door for a great adventure--Bonkerz!  (An indoor play center in Moscow).  I took all four of them over for a couple hours, and they had a blast!  They were almost too tired to each lunch by the time we got home.  This mommy/auntie may have gone through the Starbucks drive through on the way home.  :)




They all rested and then we enjoyed dinner together with Uncle Ben.  We had picnic beans and muffins.  Beth loved the picnic beans!  Uncle Dave, Aunt Shelby and Ashley all came over for a visit in the evening.  The girls all played well together.  Kayla went home with them as she had pre-school in the morning.  She and Ash were looking forward to having a sleep over!


Friday, January 15, 2016 (Day 10)

With Kayla at pre-school, Beth, Emma Audrey and I had a quiet morning at home.  We braided hair and played.  It was soon time to pack up and head to Colfax though.  I have a commitment on Friday's in January helping Mr. Cammack with the Jr. High girls choir and so Aunt Shelby had some special time with the girls.  She was generous in feeding them lunch and taking care of them for awhile so I could also take Grandma Miller out to lunch and to her hair appointment.  We picked Kayla up from school, and then decided that her and Beth would spend a few more hours with Shelby for some big girl fun! 

Emma and Audrey came home for naps.  They have a special relationship.  They are usually fighting with each other, pushing each others buttons.  But today, they did really well.  We all sat on the floor together and built blocks.  Emma is content to play by herself, but she is doing really well at playing together.

Once Kayla and Beth arrived with Uncle Dave and Aunt Shelby, we opened our bags for the day.  I also had bags for the girls, as they all received new PJ's!


How fun to put them on and have a PJ party after our big ham dinner!  What joy to have 5 girls and 4 adults around our dining room table.


We did a photo shoot, and made precious memories reading together on the couch.


Kayla, Beth and Ashley went with Aunt Shelby and Uncle Dave for a sleepover!


I'm afraid Beth didn't get much sleep.  She really hasn't been sleeping well, and the poor thing is so tired! 

Saturday, January 16, 2016 (Day 11)
Uncle Ben stayed home for the morning and made us waffles and eggs for breakfast!  Yum!  Emma and Audrey were loving their time without the big girls!

The big girls were having fun at the Ledbetters!





The big girls showed up around 10:30, and they opened their bag.  Nail polish today!  You know what that means for later on!


We all packed up in "Red" the minivan and set off for our "shopping" adventure.  We may have only made two stops, but it sure was fun!  We went to Walmart and picked out some shopkins, and made it to Wendy's for lunch. 

We put everyone down for naps (except Ashley) and she rested by playing Shopkins.  One by one as the girls got up, we painted their nails.  It sure was fun painting 70 nails!!

Emma's didn't last too long, but we at least got it documented!



Kayla went back with Uncle Dave and Aunt Shelby for another sleepover.  She is having a blast getting so much time with Auntie! 




Sunday, January 17, 2016 (Day 12)
We woke up in time to get all three girls ready for church by curling hair, braids and opening their bag.

Today's gift was a new Strawberry Shortcake movie!  How fun!  They all went to Sunday School and did well sitting through church.  We all took up an entire pew with Grandma-Great Miller in the middle!  We took everyone to New Garden for lunch and Grandpa and Grandma Great Morgan met us.  We shared another meal, more pictures, and lots of memories.

We then took Emma and Audrey back home to rest and the Ledbetters took the oldest three for a few hours. 

It was then pizza and popcorn night!

The girls are all playing so well together, they hardly even ask for movies or the Kindle!  We did watch Rapunzel tonight though, and Uncle Ben made us popcorn.  I gave them the car for the camper we bought over Christmas (toys) and Beth and Kayla had a blast with that!

A big victory for the day was Emma woke up dry from her nap (with a pullup).  We made a super big deal about it, and she was so excited about it!  Go Emma!  She has been wear panties, even when we go out and about and hasn't had an accident yet!

Tonight we went Audrey and Beth home with Uncle Dave and Aunt Shelby for a sleepover.


Ashley is staying here with us tonight and is in the room with Kayla upstairs.  They were too tired to even talk and fell asleep within minutes of being tucked in!

Monday, January 18, 2016 (Day 13)
Audrey and Beth spent the night at Shelby’s and when they showed up this morning, we all had braids in!  Even Shelby and I!  You would have thought we planned it!



In their bags were some more gummy bears.  Sydne came with us and we went over to Bonkerz in Moscow.  The kids had a blast!  




 

It was super busy, but we played for a couple of hours.  Ate lunch at Wendy’s again, and that worked well.  We came home for naps, and Shelby and Sydne took Kayla and Ashley back to Shelby’s.  Their ride home was a slight adventure!

After the littles slept here for a bit, we all loaded up and went into Shelby’s to head to Randy and Bobby’s for hot tubbing.  Kayla is still pretty sick and got herself pretty worked up while at Shelby’s.  I stayed behind with her while the others went and had a blast!  
  

Audrey even warmed up to Bobby.  They all loved Beau and had a great time.  Shelby made dinner and we enjoyed the yummy food at her place.  We bathed them all there, and I took the 4 littles home with me.


Tuesday, January 19, 2016 (Day 14)
The girls were exhausted and everyone slept in!  They had glow sticks in their bags today, and were they ever excited about that.  

Kayla coughed all night so I moved her to the couch so she wouldn’t keep Beth up!  Bridgie took Audrey to gymnastcs so I could stay with everyone else.  We played “birthday party” (it was Beth and I’s birthdays), and colored.  

We ate lunch at home, and went down for rest time.  Aunt Shelby and Ash showed up and we did our picture frame craft.  They had fun making them for Mommy, Grandma and the Aunties.  



Audrey went home with them.  You can only imagine the fun that was to be had!

We had a quiet evening at home with dinner, baths and early bed times.  Kayla ended up on the couch again, and Beth didn’t want to be upstairs by herself so she moved to the other couch.  It was another late night!

Wednesday, January 20, 2016 (Day 15)
In their bags today was a bag of licorice.  

We have hardly watched any movies in two  weeks so I let them watch a movie and eat the licorice.  They have been pretty homesick the past two days, so we try to stay busy.  It’s so impressive to me how well they all play together.  Of course there are arguments, but overall, they are happy to just play.  


They don’t even request to watch a movie, even after all this time.  We made our necklace craft this morning too.  We at lunch early so that our rest time was early.  We are so looking forward to the arrival of everyone tomorrow!! 

Thursday, January 21, 2016 (Day 16)
The day has finally come!  The girls were bursting with excitement at the thought of seeing the rest of their family today and meeting Annie! 

We got everyone ready and met Shelby and Ashley at her house.  They had made adorable signs!


We headed off to Spokane to run a few errands before everyone arrived!

The girls did great as we did a potty stop at Nordstrom and ate lunch at Red Robin.  An older lady came to our table and told us how well behaved "our girls" were. 




It was finally time to head to the airport.  Uncle Dave and Ben arrived before us and we all gathered in excitement!  What joy to see them all walk out towards us!  The journey has just begun.

We have memories we will cherish the rest of our lives, and hopefully by documenting them, the girls can someday read about all the fun times we had.  We are so blessed to live so close to each other and we look forward to all the memories ahead with Annie now in our bunch! 
Precious moments of meeting Annie

That moment when you see you Parents, Brothers, Grandparents, Nephews and new sister and niece!

The Morgan family is now complete--Annie Joy is Home!


Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Comfortably in Control?

I don't know about you, but this is a place I like to be in.

Comfortably in control.  Making decisions after I have prayed about them, masking lists, checking things off the list, moving forward in life in a relatively "controlled" manner. 

When I went through all I did with Kayla and her pregnancy, I was taught a very tangible lesson that I was NOT in control, and that she was never "mine" to control.  It took a life-threating event to shake my world of "control" and make me realize I either had to trust The One who was in control, or I was going to drive myself crazy into trying to control what was not mine in the first place. 

How often I so easily fall into this cycle.  I thought I "learned" my lesson with that situation, but here I am again, realizing I am having to be reminded of it again.

You see, this is right where God wants me.  If I was always able to sail through life, "controlling" everything, I would have no need for Him.  No need to rely on Him.  No need to ask for His help, for His wisdom. 

I find myself at His feet again, begging Him for his wisdom, for him to pry open my controlling hands around "my" life and let him take what is already His. 

Why do I make it so hard?  Why do I stress about these "temporal" things?

I am continually reminded of my Grandpa Miller's life.  He would have been 91 this last month.  He lived with eternity in view.  As long as I knew him.  He didn't stress about the things he couldn't control.  He gently laid them in his Father's hands, and lived life with passion and purpose. 

I pray this would be my mindset.  That I would live with eternity in view.  That I would let go of the control I so often want to have in my life.  That I would let go of all the "details" of life that I let bog me down. 

That I would pray.  Pray fervently, without ceasing.  For wisdom, for my husband, for my children, for those I love.

That I would love.  Love intentionally.

That I would show love and patience with my girls and my husband, and those I come into contact with.

That I would LET GO of the things I cannot change and hold fast to things I know to be true.

There are circumstance in my life now that are drawing me to my knees, because I have no other place to go. 

I am frustrated with my parenting..I feel at a loss, I feel like I am doing nothing right.

I am frustrated with my sharp tongue...I am frustrated I say things I don't want to say, and that I don't say things I do want to say.  I am frustrated that I don't encourage some of the people I love the most with my words. 

I am frustrated that I don't know how to love well.  How to let go.  How to create boundaries, how to communicate boundaries. 

I am frustrated that it takes me so long to get to a place of contentment in one area of my life, and then I finally get there, only to have that contentment swept out from underneath me.

Ah, it can be so easy to stay in that state of frustration, and yet, I serve a God bigger than all that.  I am thankful that He IS IN CONTROL.  All I have to do, is open my hand up around all these frustrations that I so tightly cling to, and let Him have them.  Allow the Holy Spirit to take control, to lead, to guide, and direct my steps. 

Isaiah 55:8-11
"For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are your ways my ways, declares the Lord.  For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than you ways and my thoughts than your thoughts.  "for as the rain and snow come down from heaven and do not return there but water the earth, making it bring forth and sprout, giving seed to the sower and bread to the eater, so shall my word be that goes out from my mouth; it shall not return to me empty, but it shall accomplish that which I purpose, and shall succeed in the thing for which I sent it."

Thankful that I serve this God that will accomplish all that he purposes to in me! 

Friday, January 9, 2015

My Grandpa

"Come soon, Lord Jesus" were the ending words of  EVERY prayer my Grandpa Miller (my Mom's Dad) ever prayed.  As long as I can remember, he was living with eternity in view, looking forward to meeting his Savior.  His wait is over, as he is dancing on streets of gold now.  Praising and glorifying the One who gave him so much life!

A life to live.  Live he did.  To it's fullest!   I have never met a more sacrificial, encouraging and loving man than my Grandpa.  He was the first to tell you what a wonderful job you did with a hearty "Congratulations!"

He gave the longest, most generous hugs saying more than words could ever express.  "I love you, Jesus loves you, I'm so proud of you, I'm praying for you."

Him and Grandma are true examples to all of us of what living for the Lord really looks like.  They did more than talk the talk.  They walked it.  Even when the going was tough.  When they had little, when they had plenty.  No matter the circumstances, they were content because they trusted the One who was in control.

I have never experienced someone leaving this earth in the way I did Wednesday night.  As I watched him peacefully enter into Glory, so many emotions were racing through my mind. 

Most of all thankfulness:

Thankful that he was not experiencing any pain

Thankful that he was surrounded by those he loved, and that loved him

Thankful for my grandma's example of a loving, serving wife.  She was living out her "I will...until death do us part."  Right before his last breath, she said "I am ok with letting him go, I just don't want him to experience any pain."  A selfless, loving, servant's heart by his side until his time on earth was done.

Thankful for the legacy and heritage he leaves, as family members and friends flooded his bedside for those short passing hours.

Thankful for his children who surrounded him, letting him know "It's ok to go, Dad.  We will take care of mom.  You can go."  It was as if that was all he needed to hear, because it felt at that very moment that his spirit left.  He had breathed his last breath here on earth and was ready to meet his Savior.  What a glorious homecoming I bet that was.  I'm sure he was greeted with: "Well done, my good and faithful servant."

Thankful for God's mercy in letting him peacefully enter Heaven.  So many people experience such a long road with loved ones as they are passing on.  It was not the case with him.  God was so gracious to allow it to be so quick and peacful.

Thankful that we know it will not be the last time we see him.  That we will have a glorious reunion with him someday!


I am so honored and blessed to be a part of this man's heritage.  I am proud and humbled to have known and loved this wonderful servant of God.  I have so many memories I will cherish forever. 

Some of my favorites:
  • Taking me on my first snow skiing adventure.  He was the most patient teacher
  • Playing happy birthday on the harmonica at all of our birthday parties
  • His constant words of encouragement
  • His love and appreciation for any music I played or sang
  • Sleepovers at their house
  • Sharing a glass of chocolate milk with him
  • Working in their garden and yard with him
  • Coming to Spokane to visit us in the hospital to meet his great-granddaughter Kayla
  • His hugs.  There was nothing like them.
  • His zest for learning
  • Spending time at their home, cleaning for them.  These were the ordinary, precious moments I was able to share with them.  I started when Kayla was very young and went monthly.  It was so neat to not only have that time with them, but to have Kayla and Audrey interact with them as well. 
  • Watching him hold Kayla and Audrey's hands as we prayed for the meals we shared together on those "cleaning" days.
  • His eternal optimism
  • Visiting him in their "new" apartment in town.  I cherish so many memories of just stopping in to visit in the last few months.  He lit up when Kayla walked in the room. 
  • His love and thankfulness for life.  It was never old or mundane.  He had a truly thankful heart.
I wrote this poem for him on his 90th birthday last March.  The picture is of us on his day of celebration. 


 
A Tribute to 90 Years


90 Years of life,
with a beautiful woman by his side.
A life of love and blessings.

 Four Children, Twelve Grandchildren
Twenty-five Great-Grandchildren
A life of love and grace.

 A strong and gentle man,
Ready for life’s battles.
A life of passion and endurance.

 A student of all things,
Never too old to learn.
A life of inquiry and wisdom.

 A man of God, pursuing Him.
Praying continually for family and friends.
A life of dedication and integrity.

Thank you for the gift of life and love
You share with all of us.
A life full, a life worth celebrating!

We will celebrate his life and lay his body to rest this Monday.  Grandma has asked that Mom and I play our "Hallelujah Chorus" 4 hands piano piece.  My grandpa had such an appreciation for music.  Sometimes I think he came to church just so he could worship the Lord through my mom's piano playing.  Each Sunday he told her how beautiful her music was.  He especially loved this piece.  I played through it last night and could barely get through it as my eyes welled up with tears.
 
Tears not because I am sad for him at all.  He is in Heaven.  Rejoicing with Jesus.  Tears because for the first time I could picture someone I knew and loved standing before their Lord, singing:
 
"Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
 
For the Lord God Omnipotent reigneth.
Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!

The kingdom of this world
Is become the kingdom of our Lord,
And of His Christ, and of His Christ;

And He shall reign for ever and ever,
For ever and ever, forever and ever

King of kings, and Lord of lords,
King of kings, and Lord of lords

And He shall reign,
And He shall reign forever and ever,
King of kings, forever and ever,
And Lord of lords,

 Hallelujah! Hallelujah!
And He shall reign forever and ever,
 King of kings! and Lord of lords!

And He shall reign forever and ever,
King of kings! and Lord of lords!
Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah! Hallelujah!"


Tears because selfishly we will miss this tender-hearted man with a smile like no other.  Tears because we will miss not having his prayers.  Tears because he leaves a "Husband/Dad/Grandpa/Great-Grandpa/Friend" sized hole in our hearts. 

Yet tears of joy because he pain-free, worshipping his "King of kings"

Hallelujah!

I love you so much Grandpa.  Thank you for all you have done for us.  Thank you for your inspiration.  Thank you for your love and commitment to our Lord!

Most of the family at Grandpa's 90th last March (2014)

Sunday, November 2, 2014

Simplicity

I've been making time to read a little bit lately.  When I do it, I'm not sure, but I find little snippets of time to do something I really love to do.  I suppose it's my "TV" time, as I hardly watch any TV.

I've been reading "God's Whisper in a Mother's Chaos" by Keri Kent.  One of the best books I've read so far.  A must read for all you young moms out there.  She writes from in the trenches.  She has two young kids, and writes about real life, happening now.  Not as an older woman "looking back" at her "raising up kids" years. There is wisdom to be gleaned from those women too, but I just appreciate a different perspective! 

I so appreciate her brutal honesty.  It reminds me that I'm not alone in this often so lonely time of life.  It's crazy how I can be surrounded by so much noise, and yet feel like I am drowning in my own piles of laundry, dishes, to do lists, and whining children. 

I LOVE MY JOB!  Don't get me wrong.  My children bring me such joy.  They have taught me more about unconditional love than anything else.  I think I have a better understanding of how much Christ truly loves us now that I have kids.  There is nothing they can do that will make me love them less.  Like, maybe, but love, no.  :) 

A chapter I read recently was on simplicity. So often I think of this as physically cleaning out the closets and bins of "stuff" that seem to accumulate.  I LOVE doing this.  There is something freeing about getting rid of "stuff."  I think the simplicity God desires of us is much more than just "getting rid" of stuff, but the willingness to have an open hand with the things/people he has given us. 

It's more about contentment than about the number of pairs of pants in my closet.  He desires that I hold ALL He has given me with a grateful and open heart and hand. 

There are times when He DOES ask us to give up things, or people.  I believe it's much easier to do that when we have practiced the discipline of contentment.  Like Paul says "I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation."  He wrote this from prison.

Back to simplicity.  I don't have a hard time simplifying my possessions.  We live in a small home, drive simple cars, and I don't require a lot of expensive things.  (Although I do love me a good pair of UGG boots and a North Face jackets, I won't deny!)

But it's not a hard thing for me to hold those with an "open hand." 

It's much harder for my to simplify the activities that fight for the quiet places in my soul.    It is the day to day busyness that creates spiritual barriers that keep me from slowing down and hearing God's voice in the chaos of life. 

For me, simplicity is making less of me, so that He can increase.  (John 3:30) 

It's about carving out time and places in my life for that to happen. 

How can I focus on God when everyone around me is jumping (literally--Kayla right now...) up and down, fighting for my attention, waving their needs in my face?

Focusing on the simple truth that Jesus is Enough.  I am enough when I focus on becoming like Him.  Keeping my perspective. 

Everything I do, I do for Him.  This makes the mundane tasks, even the ones I enjoy have purpose.  Simplifying life by focusing on doing it all for His glory.

It's about slowing down for me.  Stopping, turning off the mixer to do my next task.  Not just putting it on the slow speed while I try to do three other things at the same time.  Meanwhile, over-mixing whatever is in the bowl because I couldn't slow down enough to focus on the present task at hand.  Actually turning off the beaters of the to do lists, friends to meet, appointments to keep.  Focusing on what is in front of me.   Becoming more deliberate of living in Jesus' presence moment by moment. 

I might have more patience with my husband and kids. I might have more joy in folding laundry.  I might not worry so much about my "to do" list. 

I might just experience the blessings of simplicity. 

When I begin to let go of living the impossible standards I place on myself, I experience God's presence in a more real and tangible way. 

Isn't this what I wish for my daughters to learn?  To enjoy the life that God has given us?  To not let society drive the decisions we make?  To become confident daughters of The King.  To desire to live our lives through His filter. 

To live a life of thankfulness.  Of contentment.  Of Joy.  Of Peace.

This is my prayer.  I encourage you to find whatever "simplifying" means in your life. 

Focusing on Christ.  Moment by Moment.  This is mine.